I'm pooped and i'm going to Mission e4

     Hey hey hey! I just got back from MassHope a couple hours ago so I'm about to collapse out of tiredness. Well not exactly because I'm sitting in front of the TV with my brother's laptop so I couldn't really collapse If I wanted to, but I'm insanely tired anyway. 

I look like this right now...

    

 I have to type fast because in five minutes...

 

And then...

 

     So yeah. Anyway, MassHope is a really big homeschool convention in Massachusetts. It was really fun and we got to listen to a bunch of speakers and I had an amazing time but i'm pooped. 

      Guess what I did? I got signed up for a leadership camp at Mission e4 in Massachusetts. I absolutely can't wait to go to it! As far as I know we're going to be doing leadership training activities and team building things. 

 (No idea if it will be like that...)

     I have to admit, I'm really nervous about it as well because the age range for the weekend is 16-21 and there are two guys who signed up who are really tall and strong who are probably 21 and I'm so short and scrawny. Not that that is really a legitimate reason to be nervous, but I always get nervous that I'll be the smallest person and I won't be able to do things as well as anyone else. 

     

     Learn from my stupid problems people. Never do what I do. Don't allow yourself to believe that you're too small or young or dumb to do anything because you aren't. (Unless it's a ride on at the amusement park because you do have to be tall enough for those.)

     (Short girls get tall guys anyway, right?)

     If God had wanted you to be a foot taller than you are or a lot stronger than you are or whatever, He would have made you like that duh! He obviously made you how you are so try as hard as you possibly can not to want to be anything other than what He made you to be. You know how I was talking about not acting differently around different people? It's kind of the same thing with God. Sometimes we don't appreciate the physical attributes that He gives us and all we want is to be different. Appreciate how you are and how you look because you really can't change yourself-apart from plastic surgery. But I think that's pointless...okay this is me now

     So yeah. XO Charlotte